because I love him...
I don't know if I can ever love another man...... sigh........ but I know how I am when I love a man...
I have tried all my best to love a man. It was a wonderful journey......
Somehow I thought I know him well, but actually he never showed me who he is, he only shows himself to his real friends, I could tell from the way he looks at them. And that is exactly what I can't give to him. He never looks at me like a sunny day.... I guess because the sun can never goes with the rain......
I am the rain, I will grow up..... fade into a rainbow:)
Janey....
You will be loved:) by the one who truly love you!!! Let's wait:)


