Present in Absence

 

Sleepless in my dreams

I want to sleep




Underneath the weeping willow


As it crys all night quietly


Its tears all around me


I'll sleep there so soundly


Until I'm allowed finally


To wake and be happy again


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I was in Seattle.....trying to feel sleepless in Seattle. Seattle is such a beautiful city. I perefer Seattle, coz I can't see you there......
I was a fool. I knew it was only a dream, but I still put my heart in the same place....
It was only a dream, and I am sleepless in my dream...
 

Remind me not, remind me not

Remind me not, remind me not,




Of those beloved, those vanish'd hours,


When all my soul was given to thee;


Hours that may never be forgot,


Till Time unnerves our vital powers,


And thou and I shall cease to be.

“Absence - that common cure of love.”

It rains again in San Francisco...
I used to think rainy day is such a romantic and wonderful day...
but today.....
my heart aches.......for every drop of rain.....

So we'll go no more a roving by Lord Byron

So, we'll go no more a roving



So late into the night,


Though the heart be still as loving,


And the moon be still as bright.






For the sword outwears its sheath,


And the soul wears out the breast,


And the hearth must pause to breathe,


And love itself have rest.






Though the night was made for loving,


And the days return too soon,


Yet we'll go no more a roving


By the light of the moon.

Let me fade my love for you in the rain, 

 rest my love for you in peace, forever and ever.....B....

Love is like a disease

Honestly, I've never loved someone like this.......
Like a sickness, I want to know when I can get over this.....
Do you still care about me? If you are reading my blog, that means you still do, even just a little.
Time and time again, I said I'll leave you.....but this time it's for real. You said you will walk away from my life. Yes, because you've found her. I am just nothing important.


I used to think you love me like I do, I used to think you want me, I was so wrong, I was just mistaken. The truth is I am just a fool to want you,I am not like an adult, and you prefer mature woman.


I hope I can get well soon. So I can add your facebook again........

lonestar

Lonestar where are you out tonight?




This feeling I'm trying to fight....


It's dark and I think that I would give anything


For you to shine down on my broken wings.